He said,”It’s okay,if you don’t love me,but please don’t break the friendship”
I was shocked,I was numbed(by his sudden epiphany)..But symposiumed a etheral reaction to it(thinking of our bond)
He smiled,but the pain was brimming in his eyes..
Did he hurt himself?
Did he cry?
Was not known to me..But I could perceive those pear drops gushing down from his eyes
Having no idea how to recant to his yearning love ….i evocated that “look boy,we are good friends..And Nothing else”
Hurting him was not my intention
But maybe that day I distorted his room(heart)
Being trapped in the four walls of life
I felt helpless,
‘Staying with him’ was perceived as a recovery of an imaginary love (by him)
‘Going away’ was like loosing your childhood best friend (for her)
Thinking of our friendship
Whenever I stretched out my hand
He used to perceive it as “talisman” recovering his love
I failed to make him realize that
“My cairing,those moments,those secrets,those jokes, confession and our bond was held on a pure thing ‘our childhood friendship'”(which I wanted to keep forever)
He used to smile,but pain never dried his eyes..
We both remained single
One valued friendship
Another was in hope of an imaginary love (which he never perceived back)
Ps- this post for someone very close to me..It’s easy to say” she ‘friendzoned’ me..” But not always after your confession she avoids you..Your change in behavior makes the situation akward. Friendship has no bindings..You confessed your feelings thats fine..If she does not reciprocates .. that should’nt affect your friendship ..